Friday, August 27, 2010

True Love Will Find You In The End

1. How far away is the last person you kissed?

on another planet. i dont have a space ship

2.Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?

yes

3.Last person you were in a car with?

a bunch of Albanians

4.Any plans for tomorrow?

i never know anymore

5.How long does it take for you to take a shower?

not very long

6.Best friend or close friends?

Someone who knows me

7.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?

they are all bitter sweet

8.Did you kiss anyone friday?

Last Friday? I did. I wish I could do it again.

9.Ever thrown up in public?

I do not believe so

10.What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?

Home

11.Who was the last person you talked to?

My main man

12.What is the WORST subject they teach at school?

Health

13. Have you seen anyone lately that you dont get along with?

Not yet

14.What is your favourite colour top to wear?

Black or white or gray

15.Have you ever been in a car accident?

Yes I have

16.Whats the closest thing to you that's green?

Grapes

17.Where would you like to be right now?

In a basement in Maryland

18.Write down some lyrics to the song you're listening to?

I get high. I get high. I get high.

19.How many dogs do you have?

None. Just Pratt Cats

20.Is anything bugging you right now?

Not bugging me. Bumming me.

21.Is life going right for you now?

Its going very well. Bitter sweet

22.Is there someone you care about more than yourself?

Yes

23.What made you laugh today?

My siblings

24.What was the last movie you watched?

A minute or two of Hook

25.What's the last conversation you had about?

How much I'm missing someone.

26.What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?

sleeping

27.Do you like your hair long or short?

both

28.Do you want to see somebody right now?

I want to see so many people

29.Do you like the rain?

I love the occasional rainfall

30.Do you think you'll have a Valentine next year?

I don't think anything anymore.

31.The last person you kissed needs you at 3 am, would you go?

I wish I could. But the fact of the matter is that I couldn't.

32.Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?

I would. How could you live knowing you didn't

33.Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?

I wouldn't change a thing.

34.How do you feel about boys smoking?

Smoke your life away. Don't throw your butts.

34.Could you see yourself with someone forever?

I could see myself with someone forever.

35.What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?

Its so bright

36.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?

I know that I can

37.Do you forgive or forget?

I always forgive. I never forget. I think I'm an elephant.

38.Do you trust people?

Too much.

39.What are you not looking forward to?

I'm looking forward to everything at the moment.

40.Do you get mad easily?

Frustrated easily.

41.Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

They have.

42.Do you have strange dreams?

There is no such thing as a normal dream.

43.Ever licked someone's cheek or forehead?

I'm sure.

44.Last time you fell asleep in someone's arms?

Too long.

45.When did you last throw up?

A few months ago.

46.What do you have on you at all times?

Nothing.

47.Would you go out in public without getting all dressed up?

Yes I would

48.Do you like fruity or minty gum?

Minty

49. Favourite musician or group?

I don't play favorites

50. Do you like anyone?

I like so many people

51. Favourite computer game?

Caesar III. Always.

52. First album you ever went and bought with your own money?

If only I could remember.

53. Think back five months ago, were you single?

Never

54. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?

Sometimes

55. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

I like to think so.

56. Last thing you bought?

A metro card

57. Are you a jealous person?

No

58. Does it take a lot to make you cry?

It depends on everything

59. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

I do

60. Have you ever had your heart broken?

I have

61. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?

I do

62. Is there anyone you wish you could be spending your time with right now?

Always

63. What does the second text in your inbox say?

My inbox confuses me

64. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?

Not really

65. Is your life anything like it was a year ago?

Not at all anything remotely similar

66. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Yes

67. You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?

Tea

68. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?

Yes

69. What is the last thing you said out loud?

Bye

70. Will this year be better than last?

Probably

71. Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell anyone else?

Yes

72. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

Turned off my light

73. What can't you wait for?

Tomorrow

74. Have you ever told anyone you would marry them?

Yes

75. What's the worst way to say "I love you"?

By not saying it

76. Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?

I think so.

77. Are you mad about anything?

No

78. What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?

Its been way to long for that trouble thing

79. Are you mean?

Thats what I hear

80. Were you happy when you woke up today?

Yeah

Sunday, August 8, 2010

I am not what I was before. I am full perhaps, or far too empty. I am thoughtless. I am collapsed on a porch, hanging over a railing, and spitting out my quality onto rose petals fallen from a bush that died from too many thorns. I don't want quality or quantity, I am instead at home with mediocrity. I spent a lifetime trying to fill up the empty corners of living rooms, filling the empty space on desks with piles and piles of words that never really meant anything. With 40,000 years of human vocabulary under our belts we stick with the words PEACE and WAR because we don't believe that anything else ever matters anymore. We don't know times of PEACE and we're sick of times of WAR, but if the WAR turned to PEACE then everyone would get bored. We are shaped like the wind, the human race. We can't sit still and we never end. We are microscopic tabloids whispering theories into the ears of others and shaking tree branches when the world becomes too still. Stability is shunned, but embracing change is against our will. We have seen enough, we have been enough, we have done enough. My head is full