Take my brain, I won't need it anymore. Examine it until you learn how to fix a broken heart. Apologize to my mother because I always yelled and apologize to my father for never opening my mind. Apologize to my sister because I really do love her and I never did tell her enough. Apologize to the man I love for crying. For screaming. For blaming it all on him. Apologize to my children that I never got to have. Take my heart, I won't need it anymore. Give it to someone with a strong mind worthy of a strong heart. Leave my fingers and my hands with me. Apologize to the planet because I never got to save Her and apologize to God for never believing enough. Send my best wishes everyone I never got to meet. It is such a shame to have missed out on so many people. Go to Paris for me. Go to Big Sur for me. Mostly go to New Zealand for me, I think I really would have loved it there. Tell Andrew Vanwyngarded and Zach Condon that I am so sad to never have met them, but I did get to see them up close once or twice. I will love them long after I have forgotten how to think. Give everything I own, although its not much, to a girl who gave up on believing. Find her somewhere, anywhere, and remind her that Life is the most amazing thing she will ever experience, if only she knew how.
Thank my mother and my father for the thoughts they allowed me to have. They were interesting and strange and I loved everyone of them. Thank everyone who taught me anything. Learning was the greatest thing I ever accomplished and I am sorry to have lost it all.
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